❥ Lost In Reverie

I saw you and your new prey last week or so.

I have just one word to say and I’ll say it in the most patronizing tone i ever did; Joke.

You are such a joke, man.

Hahaha.

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Had a fabulous long weekend when I’m supposed to be doing work, OmgOmgOmg.

I am so dead D:

And. I think I need to stop shopping.

I’m buying new clothes at the rate of 4-5 pieces per week.

Crazy.

♥ sheraine !

Okay, i know this is completely random because its not december (or even november) yet now, but I was just thinking about christmas.

About how I used to love christmas.

Because of how the streets are always decorated for the festival.

Because it always made me feel warmth and love (not the cheesy, OTT kind that u feel on v day). Just a nice, cosy feeling that brings warmth even though its in december, supposedly one of the coldest time of the year.

Because of christmas presents

Because of christmas trees.

Because of food. A nice, sumptuous dinner and yummy log cake (i love hazelnut flavored ones).

Pancakes, with ice cream. And a sprinkle of  colorful candy hearts. Topped with Hershey’s chocolate syrup.

Sinful, but so satisfying that I honestly don’t care.

I always felt that christmas is a special festival, its definitely one of my favourites.

But now.

Now, the word ‘christmas’, brings loads of memories gushing back at me.

Beautiful memories that now pains me.

I’m actually quite scared of december approaching a tad too soon.

I dont know whether this christmas would bring me tears and beautiful but painful memories.

I’m scared but i’ll cherish these memories, I’ll keep them in my heart for as long as I can, no matter what it takes.

♥ sheraine !

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Ice cream buffet @ Swensen’s with Cheng, Ziyu, Veron, Rasyid, HK and SM!

I didnt manage to eat much(I think I didnt) cause of my sore throat D:

Still had to talk and laugh so much, its a torture to tryyy to not speak too much when I’m with them

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Btw, I stumbled Joanne Peh’s blog today, and read an entry about her filming with Pierre Png recently.

She suddenly felt a sharp sting on her toe, and realised its an ant bite. A pretty bad one.

Pierre Png took out his ever-ready first aid kit, cleaned and dressed her wound for her!

I think he is really very sweet and man.

He’s the only local celeb that makes me go ga-ga besides Utt (and honestly, i only like Utt because he’s hot. Shallow, i know, but whatever.)

Pierre Png is absolutely the kind of guy that I dream of marrying (:

(at least from what i know of him, which isn’t very much at all.)

♥ sheraine !

I’m experiencing a feeling that I’ve never felt before.

I did something that I’ve never done before.

I’m having mixed feelings of extreme fear and joy at the same time.

I’m so scared of hurting u, I’m so scared of hurting myself too.

I’m so scared, that it’s getting hard to breathe, that I can’t quite stop myself from shaking.

That I can’t help but tear.

But I think I’ll know what to do.

I think we’ll manage to figure it out.

♥ sheraine !

Oh god.

The photographer talked to me about another shoot.

A lil naughty, but not as wild as the last.

This time, the pay is higher.

I could have gotten a 64GB ipod touch (price according to apple’s website, in SGD) with an hour’s pay.

And, this time round, he said he wouldn’t mind if i don’t send test shot over. (We kind of have a common friend. kind of complicated, i know)

I ended up saying no again though. Gosh.

Why can’t they just talk to me bout a normal, not so skimpy job, huh?

A pay of 10, 20 bucks per hour is good enough for me.

I dont want hundreds of dollars an hour, doing things that im not exactly comfortable with.

I dont need to earn a thousand and a few hundred dollars in two hours, tempting as it is.

Another reason why i said no is cause of ppl around me.

A few of them (whose opinions i really value) tried to ask me not to go.

Btw some stuff happened recently, I’m so glad to have such wonderful ppl around me to keep me going.

Thank u very much:

sm, yu, hk and rl.

And thank u rasyid for helping me with autocad (:

♥ sheraine !

OMG, u wont believe what just happened.

I just got introduced to this modeling job by my guy friend.

The photographer is an ang moh and quite a big shot, I guess.

I was asked to choose between these two kind of shots – super bikini (not just the normal bikini. must wear thongs/g string, and semi-transparent clothing) or nude.

I made it very clear that I wouldn’t be taking nude shots.

Talked to the photographer on FB, msn and on the phone (I called his SG’s house number, which is diverted to his mobile. Hope it won’t be charged as overseas call).

He asked me lots of questions, some that I wasn’t very comfortable with answering, but I did. And I answered truthfully.

He said he’s very impressed, even told me he thinks that he’ll be able to make me a star by 21.

Said its a shame we haven’t shot before, and ald have a list of other assignments in mind for me.

Even overseas ones, like Australia.

HOWEVER, i have this very big problem. Which is, i have to send him my test shots first before he flies over to SG to meet me.

In the test shots, I’d have to umm well, show my parts.

That, I’m not very comfortable with unless the person taking it for me is someone that I absolutely trust.

And Idk who else i can ask to take it for me besides my friend ****** who intro-ed the job to me.

Problem is, he doesnt have 100% of my trust.

I was torn, I panicked, but i ultimately declined.

I was so tempted at first, angmoh offered three digit hourly pay, and its Not just 1 or 2 hundred, mind u.

And he asked whether its too little for me.

I could have gotten a four digit pay in a day (just a smallll fraction of a day, to be exact).

Who wouldn’t have been tempted?

Well anyway, no point thinking about it now; I’ve ald turned down the oppotunity.

Maybe I’m not ready yet, maybe I just need to find someone to help me with the test shots, maybe its just bad timing.

Why now, when I’m so busy and stressed with my school work.

(Please note that it Never crossed my mind to do nude shots. I dont judge girls who do, but it’s just not me. Bikini is fine, but no nudes for me)

♥ sheraine !

check this out man.

Paris Hilton and boyfriend Doug Reinhardt are mixing business with pleasure on their whirlwind trip through Europe.

First stop: Budapest where Paris celebrated the launch of her clothing line at The Coin Store.  Hungary apparently loves Paris because the store’s first order sold out immediately and they’ve already re-ordered.

Friday night Paris and Doug went on to the Venice Film Festival premiere of Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call New Orleansstarring Nicolas Cage and Eva Mendez.

The couple was on hand to lend support to Doug’s business partner, Alan Polsky, a producer on the movie. The hotel heiress rocked the red carpet in a couture gown by British designer, Jenny Peckham.

“We are having such a lovely time,” Paris told RadarOnline.com.  “Venice is such a beautiful city and the shopping is amazing. Loves it!”

On Saturday, Doug took his favorite girl shopping in Venice.  “Doug whipped out his black Amex card and took Paris on a major shopping spree,” an eyewitness told RadarOnline.com. “They went to Cartier where he bought her the entire diamond Panther collection of rings, necklaces, and bracelets.

“He topped it off with the diamond-encrusted Cartier LOVE bracelet, which cost a cool $80,000. Doug told the salesman that money was no object, and he wanted to make his girl happy. Paris loves being treated like a princess.”

Don’t we all!

-radaronline.com

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wtf, he shops at cartier like its grocery.

“the entire diamond Panther collection of rings, necklaces, and bracelets”, AND the diamond-encrusted CARTIER LOVE BRACELET.

I’d love to have the bracelet too! D:

had been eyeing it for years, will be wearing it one day.

I just know.

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Xiaxue: Anyway, people who are attached should JUST STOP LOOKING. If more ppl would adhere to this logic, the world would be a much better place.

Couldn’t agree more, it makes perfect sense to me.

♥ sheraine !